im 17 ...soon to be 18.
i just found out im pregnant...i dont know how long...and i really am in no way and shape ready to have this baby. The father is very...possesive, and im sure he would use this baby to make sure he controls me for the rest of my life.
i dont know if i can love this baby the way it should be loved. and i really dont think my mother and my boyfriend would let me give this baby up. my options are very minimal...and it looks like the outcome could be really stark. any advice is welcome. im at the end of my rope.
but i really feel ...something. i dont know whether i love it or not. i dont know whether it would want a mother as ugly inside as i am. i'm confused.